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,PEOPLE 3 

,AU?OR 3 ,GEORGE ,ORWELL 

 3 ,SU*1 ,SU* ,W]E ,! ,JOYS 

,TEXT 3 

,BY ! SOCIAL /&>DS ?AT PREVAIL$ AB\T ME1 ,I WAS NO GOOD1 & C\LD NOT BE ANY GOOD4 ,BUT ALL ! DIFF]5T K9DS ( VIRTUE SEEM$ TO BE MY/]I\SLY 9T]CONNECT$ & TO BELONG TO MU* ! SAME PEOPLE4 ,IT WAS NOT ONLY MONEY ?AT MATT]$3 !RE W]E ALSO /R5G?1 BEAUTY1 *>M1 A?LETICISM & SOME?+ CALL$ 'GUTS' OR '*>ACT]'1 :I* 9 REALITY MEANT ! P[] TO IMPOSE Y\R WILL ON O!RS4 ,I DID NOT POSSESS ANY ( !SE QUALITIES4 ,AT GAMES1 = 9/ANCE1 ,I WAS HOPELESS4 ,I WAS A FAIRLY GOOD SWIMM] & NOT ALTOGE!R CONTEMPTIBLE AT CRICKET1 BUT !SE HAD NO PRE/IGE VALUE1 BECAUSE BOYS ONLY ATTA* IMPORTANCE TO A GAME IF IT REQUIRES /R5G? & C\RAGE4 ,:AT C\NT$ WAS FOOTBALL1 AT :I* ,I WAS A FUNK4 ,I LOA!D ! GAME1 & S9CE ,I C\LD SEE NO PLEASURE OR USEFULNESS 9 IT1 IT WAS V]Y DIFFICULT = ME TO %[ C\RAGE AT IT4 ,FOOTBALL1 IT SEEM$ TO ME1 IS NOT REALLY PLAY$ = ! PLEASURE ( KICK+ A BALL AB\T1 BUT IS A SPECIES ( FI<T+4 ,! LOV]S ( FOOTBALL >E L>GE1 BOI/]\S1 NOBBLY BOYS :O >E GOOD AT KNOCK+ D[N & TRAMPL+ ON SLI<TLY SMALL] BOYS4 ,?AT WAS ! PATT]N ( S*OOL LIFE -- A CONT9U\S TRIUMPH ( ! /RONG OV] ! WEAK4 ,VIRTUE CONSI/$ 9 W9N+3 IT CONSI/$ 9 BE+ BIGG]1 /RONG]1 H&SOM]1 RI*]1 MORE POPUL>1 MORE ELEGANT1 MORE UNSCRUPUL\S ?AN O!R PEOPLE -- 9 DOM9AT+ !M1 BULLY+ !M1 MAK+ !M SUFF] PA91 MAK+ !M LOOK FOOLI%1 GETT+ ! BETT] ( !M 9 EV]Y WAY4 ,LIFE WAS HI]>*ICAL & :ATEV] HAPP5$ WAS RI<T4 ,!RE W]E ! /RONG1 :O DES]V$ TO W9 & ALWAYS DID W91 & !RE W]E ! WEAK1 :O DES]V$ TO LOSE & ALWAYS DID LOSE1 EV]LA/+LY4 

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